I miss him, I hate him, but...

I miss the guy I thought he was
I miss the guy who cared
I miss the guy who said he loved me

I hate the guy who wasn’t true
I hate the guy who didn’t care
I hate the guy who played with my heart

I miss the guy he was
I hate the guy he really is
I miss the guy who held me through my tears
I hate the guy who makes me cry
I miss the guy I loved with all my heart
I hate the guy who broke it

I miss him
I hate him
And still I’m waiting for that day
Where I’ll wake up and just not care